

Raul Rivero was born in
Morón,
Cuba in 1945, he is one of the founders of Caimán Barbudo magazine, he
worked alongside Nicolás Guillén ( the national poet laureate of Cuba )
was Moscow correspondent for Prensa Latina news agency; recieved the
Cuban Natonal Poetry Award among others, and was one of the signers of
the protest document tirled the Carta-Ruptura de los Diez, in 1991.
Read some of his
work
"A Man Who
Writes,"
Daily Life in Cuba
The Poet
and the Despot
Diamantling the Real
blockade
The 'broken wings' of
oppressed poets
The common dream of a
father in Cuba
The Poet and the Despot
Sunday, May 18, 2003; Page B06
RAUL RIVERO, Cuba's foremost independent journalist and one of its best
poets, knew for years that he could be arrested at any moment by Fidel
Castro's police, simply because he dared to report and write freely
about his country. But he refused to be intimidated. "Nobody, no law,
can make me take on the mentality of a gangster or other criminal simply
because I report the arrest of a dissident or bring to light the prices
of the basic alimentary products for survival in Cuba or edit a note
saying that it seems like a disaster to me that more than 20,000 Cubans
leave their homeland each year for exile in the United States," he wrote
in 1999. "Nobody can make me feel like a criminal, an enemy target or a
turncoat. . . . I am merely a man who writes. One who writes in the
country where I was born."
Those brave words and others like them now offer slim comfort to Mr.
Rivero's family and other advocates of democracy in Cuba. Last month Mr.
Rivero was among 75 opposition activists, including 28 journalists, who
were suddenly arrested, subjected to secret trials and given long prison
sentences. Three other men who tried to hijack a ferry to the United
States were summarily executed. The 57-year-old Mr. Rivero was taken
from his home on a Monday, March 31; he was tried the following Friday,
April 4, and sentenced on Monday, April 7, to 20 years for action
"against the independence or the territorial integrity of the state."
The evidence against him, in addition to testimony of a secret police
informer, consisted of press clippings, a laptop, a tape recorder, a few
books and two plastic chairs. The chairs, charged the prosecutor, were
instruments of crime -- they had been used to seat two U.S. diplomats
who visited Mr. Rivero.
The magnitude of the Cuban crackdown, launched while the world's
attention was fixed on Iraq, is still sinking in across Latin America
and the rest of the world. Mr. Rivero's story offers a sense of what is
at stake. A onetime star correspondent for the state news agency, Mr.
Rivero renounced the dictatorship a dozen years ago when he signed an
intellectuals' petition to Mr. Castro asking him to free prisoners of
conscience. He set out to be a free journalist, writing articles for
U.S. and European newspapers and forming an independent news agency. He
covered not just politics and human rights cases but social issues taboo
in the Cuban press, such as the regime's treatment of gays.
Some analysts contend that Mr. Castro's crackdown was a shrewd gambit to
head off any easing of the U.S. embargo on Cuba. In fact, there is a
more straightforward explanation: The independent civil society of free
journalists, democratic activists and human rights monitors had grown
from a minor annoyance into a major threat to the regime. Tens of
thousands of Cubans have signed the Varela petition, which calls for a
legal referendum on freeing political prisoners and introducing freedom
of speech and free elections. Mr. Castro watched in 1989 as similar
peaceful citizens' movements brought down the rotting Communist
governments of Eastern Europe; he resolved to act against Cuba's
incipient velvet revolution before it was too late.
Policymakers in Washington and around the region are still debating how
to respond; the U.S. expulsion of 14 Cuban diplomats last week was a
gesture, but one unlikely to help the dissidents much. Some argue that
now is the time to lift the embargo. Mr. Rivero can't speak up anymore
-- he's locked up in the Ciego de Avila prison, some 300 miles south of
Havana -- but an article he published a year ago offers a good answer.
"The truth is that ordinary Cubans are more oppressed by a personal
embargo, one that has transformed them into blindfolded and muzzled
pawns," observed the poet. "In reality, Cubans want to remove the
inequalities that exist between the people and their leaders before they
deal with the problems between their country and the United States."
Diamantling the Real blockade
HAVANA --
A man riding the Chinese-made Forever brand bicycle
under the Caribbean sun after eating a single slice of bread, washed
down with very bad coffee, finds it difficult to ponder America's trade
embargo against Cuba.
Such a man has lunch on his mind--his and his family's. For him,
abstract thought is a luxury that requires time, information, and a
reason to reflect on a subject that, at first sight, appears to be from
another galaxy.
The truth is that ordinary Cubans are more oppressed
by a personal embargo, one that has transformed them into blindfolded
and muzzled pawns. The debate over the American embargo pales in
comparison--removed to a far corner of the mind--to the obstructive
domestic situation that envelops them. In this country, the real
blockade, the one that affects the daily life of the people, is the
internal governing system. It is the noose that ensures that Cuba
remains immobilized and poor.
The old standoff between the two nations is beside the point to ordinary
people; they desire a closer relationship with the U.S., where many of
their families and friends live. However, no political process has
created a smooth path toward such an ending. Thus, the stalemate between
the two nations really concerns only Cubans who have time to contemplate
lofty political questions.
These individuals read newspapers fabricated in the offices of the
Communist Party; view only two television channels, both cut from the
same cloth; and listen to radios that play the same worn-out speeches.
Cuba provides no free flow of information and its citizens receive and
read only pure propaganda. While the public is suspicious of government
proclamations, it has no means to be heard. Hence, its silence appears
to sanction the situation.
In reality, Cubans want to remove the inequalities that exist between
the people and their leaders before they deal with the problems between
their country and the U.S. Ordinary citizens want to own a modest
business, have access to a free press, organize political parties,
remake society and liberate
prisoners.
The authorities like to paint themselves as the victims of a powerful
giant set on smothering a nation and its united people, but such a
victim's face cannot be found when you look closely. The nation is not a
united citizenry, but rather a mediocre country created through the
universal gagging of its people. One can systematically catalog the ways
that the authorities mistreat many of its people as terribly as they
claim that Cuba's enemies treat her.
These officials should take the money spent trying to convince other
nations about the generous nature of Cuba's public health and education
systems and apply it to the needs of Cuba's people. In fact,
medical
services are becoming more precarious and the
educational system
has not advanced beyond a common system of political indoctrination.
Indeed, parents cannot really influence how schools shape their
children. Whenever the government does address basic public welfare
issues, its efforts merely produce dependent individuals who submit to
the will of a self-selected group of leaders who are "elected" from time
to time by fake elections.
The leaders' commitment to the sovereignty of the masses thus rings
false. Talk about the Cubans' free will is in reality a capricious and
criminal act against the people. In recent weeks, 36 human-rights
activists, members of the alternative press and representatives of the
emerging civil-rights movement have been imprisoned and may be tried.
We can all agree that human beings are not duty-bound to live according
to one master or philosophy; that individuals must live freely, enjoying
the right to a bountiful and joyful existence among family and friends.
But in Cuba one lives in the midst of a propaganda machine that
infiltrates life on a daily basis; that emphasizes a climate of popular
cheerfulness; that portrays the joy of a neutered horse, with its
ability to befuddle the innocent, inspire the ignorant and comfort the
frustrated.
Cubans are in the end consigned to hold fast to rigid and impossible
schemes. As a result, hundreds of thousands of young adults are embarked
on a future whose path is strewn with risky symbols and immense
challenges. Sensing that the door has been slammed shut against their
country's future, they work diligently merely for their individual good.
The
'broken wings' of oppressed poets
HAVANA -- Not even the most pompous bureaucrats in Cuban culture
can conceal the power of exile literature, but they do manage to obscure
"inxile'' literature.
That's natural, because Cuban writers who live and work in other
countries have earned their places by dint of talent and ability in a
complex and competitive world. And their names cannot be erased in one
stroke by hatred, intolerance or decrees.
Yet the dozens of writers who remain in Cuba and don't take to the
streets, waving little flags in support of the daily slogan, are still
within range of officialdom's displeasure. Needless to say, there's no
room for their books in Cuba's publishing houses, which -- as is well
known -- belong to the state. There's not even a little space for a poem
of theirs in a literary magazine. It's all a scientific design intended
to silence the voices that don't harmonize with the choir.
Is that alienated poetry dead? Have the men and women who live and
work in cities and have integrated into some of the patterns of the new
society been silenced? It seems not.
This fall the dissident group Reflection held a poetry contest
called Silver Spur. I worked as a juror, along with two poets from Villa
Clara province.
The books we read and evaluated were at the same level as the
books being published in Cuba and elsewhere in the hemisphere. But the
poet Néstor Leliebre Camué, a native of Santiago de Cuba, cannot publish
here a poem that ends:
Don't plunge into the sea/ for the love of God./ Wait. A
fascinating brightness/ is rising from the land.
Official publications won't shelter this text from poetess Adela
Soto of Pinar del Río province:
Look at me, out in the open,/ bound to the dry trunk of life,/
without land, without stars, without freedom or trees;/ counting every
footstep with a weakening pulse/ and broken wings.
I'm not going to fill this column with the beautiful verses I
found in the notebooks we read, but I do want to talk about the special
situation in which these people find themselves in Cuba.
Some are independent journalists; others are human-rights
activists, free-lance librarians or militants in opposition parties.
That means that they're under permanent police watch and that their
poetry, deemed to be subversive, is kept under a double lock.
Those are the real writers of the "inxile'' movement, baring their
chests at the repressive density of government, protected only by their
verses and the feeling of invincibility produced by the slivers of
freedom they have won.
They are Cubans who, amid shortages and harassment, read Emilio
Ballagas and José Lezama Lima, Heredia and Martí, Plácido, Walt Whitman
and Rimbaud.
They are people who, fueled by a 5-peso pizza, board a train to go
read a poem with friends in another province. People who make notes
while traveling in the back of open trucks, reading the Bible or
Rabindranath Tagore.
Deep in Cuba, they write poems, earning no compensation, in
hermit-like enclaves, stubbornly, in a civilian society where they
invent themselves and reconstruct the nation. Poet Díaz Cutiño of Las
Tunas helps me to explain the poetic art of those writers:
I refuse. I refuse and remove/ my voice from the mortal choir;/ I
stand against the fatal judgment/ that buries my pride in gray.
|
The common dream of a
father in Cuba |
| Raul
Rivero. Posted on Fri, Aug. 23, 2002 in
The Miami Herald.
HAVANA -- Yes, Cubans sign tickets to hell by approving
government-sponsored referenda, march in parades and applaud out of
fear. But their illusions are sustained by different sentiments of
higher quality.
For the government, those dreams are the most dangerous rebel
territory in the republic because neither the police nor the
psychiatrists can know their course and depth.
The devices of harassment cannot reach them. Decrees, orders and
summonses melt away in the brightness where people are secretly
free. Neither projectiles nor propaganda reach those heights. The
tall tales told by the spokesmen of the national Eden -- sitting in
armchairs made of birch from Stalin's forests -- are unheard.
Here, daydreaming is a necessity, a force of Nature, a resource
that has material shape -- like bread and water -- because reality
is a fixed and sticky photograph carrying the curse of sundowns that
have no tomorrow.
It is under cover of those blankets -- where Cubans are grandiose
and sovereign because they create an intimate, unreal, electric
architecture -- where they live the way they truly would like to
live.
All this is an excuse to talk about family, because those
fictions have no base on which to build palaces and corporations.
They are not trips to the French Riviera or Benidorm. People don't
aspire to own a Rolls-Royce or a private jet.
We're talking about more-modest pipedreams; even poor, very poor,
fantasies.
A friend of mine, an engineer about to reach 60, has three sons.
He lives in central Cuba and works on a government farm. He signed
the resolution for changes in the Constitution and waved a little
flag at the demonstrations.
Its just that, around this time, his younger son, the only one
still living at home, leaves to live abroad. In the young mans
luggage, the engineer places a book of letters by José Martí and
writes some notes on the pages that are to be opened only at night
in Tenerife.
As they part, this man tells his son that his great dream is that
none of the three boys would have had to go away. In that dream, hed
enlarge the house, they all would live together, and the boys could
do whatever they wished and set their own schedules. But every
Friday, just Friday evenings, they'd all sit down at table to eat
and talk a while.
It's a de-politicized illusion. All the man wants is to be near
his children and that his grandchildren learn to speak Spanish
without the accent of the Iberian Peninsula.
Not much to ask.
The engineer knows that some wishes never come true and are just
there to while away the time.
Still, he asks his son: "Help me dream about that house. You
think about it, too. Maybe someday well get it. And if we ever get
it, don't come late on Fridays.''
Good dreams never end. |
"A Man Who Writes,"
By Raúl Rivero
HAVANA -- The letter of the law concerning the protection of national
independence and the economy in Cuba allows the authorities in my
country to sentence me to prison because of the only sovereign act I
have performed since I gained the use of my reason: writing without
being dictated to.
The path I set out on a few years ago, after a total rupture with the
government's press and cultural media, has transformed me into a
different human being, someone who has liberated himself on his own,
someone who in threatened and hostile circumstances could begin the
journey toward individual freedom.
Fear, prison and harassment have served only to give more value to
these discoveries. They have contributed to the fact that my devotion
to the sovereignty of the individual is now much more than an idea or
a necessity; it is an untamable instinct.
And so an order written in the perishable ink of political trickery
and wrapped in a clumsy maneuver to make it seem that we, a small
group of journalists, were working in Cuba as allies of drug
traffickers and procurers and salaried mercenaries of the United
States, yields only a cocktail of repugnance in me.
The years in prison that the law promises with so much generosity must
be viewed with a consternation that goes beyond the fear of
confinement and punishment. It means presenting the Cuban nation as an
encysted tribe in the Caribbean, closed off from information and the
discussion of ideas, remote from evolution and change.
I have responded to the raised arm of this new law, to the insults
from the dark functionaries of official journalism, to the threatening
calls to my house -- I realize this when I am alone with my typewriter
-- with the joy of knowing I am free, the certainty that reporting
with objectivity and professionalism and writing my opinion about the
society in which I live cannot be a grave offense.
I cannot feel guilty. It is almost as if I were being accused of
breathing, or as if an eventual prison term had been predicted for me
because I love my daughters, my mother, my wife, my brother, my
friends.
I cannot assume I am a criminal because I recounted with precision the
drama of more than 300 political prisoners, or reported that a
building in Old Havana was demolished, or published an interview with
a Cuban who wants a pluralistic society complete with freedom of
expression.
No one, no law, can make me assume the mentality of a gangster or a
criminal because I report the arrest of a dissident or a lawbreaker,
or make known the prices of basic food products in Cuba, or write an
article saying it's a disaster that each year thousands and thousands
of Cubans go into exile, to the United States, and hundreds of others
living abroad try to remain wherever they happen to be.
No one can make me feel like a criminal, or an enemy agent, or someone
who does not love his country, or make me believe any of the other
absurd accusations the government uses to degrade and humiliate. I am
only a man who writes. And writes in the country where he was born,
and where his great-grandparents were born.
Daily Life in Cuba
Published by Le Monde, Paris,
France, on January 2, 1999)
Habana.- When the head
of a household gets up at dawn in present-day Cuba, he or she only faces
two problems: lunch and dinner.
This somewhat bitter
joke circulated in multiple sectors of the population in the early
1990's. Now, 1999 is about to begin, and the joke no longer seems funny.
Conditions do not change, and the spark of cleverness has turned into a
simmering fire.
Ordinary Cubans, who
have no relatives in the United States, do not work in a foreign company
or have no friends in a corporation, those Cubans who ride bicycles and
get paid in national currency- the vast majority of the population- have
to recur to three verbs which raise suspicion: "Inventar, resolver y
escapar": To invent, to solve and to escape.
This is the formula. "Invento
(I invent) because my cousin brings me hams from the countryside,
and I sell them to my neighbors and my friends. The salary I make as a
teacher lasts me the first ten days of the month, just like the products
which I can buy under the ration card [libreta de abastecimientos]." So
says Fernando, 38, married with two children, 11 and 6. Elia, his wife,
works in a factory cafeteria, and can always bring something home,
besides her monthly salary of 118 pesos (1).
"Clothing and shoes for
the children are a tragedy. I do not know how, but I invent something, I
have to invent"
Fernando's moonlighting
makes him a criminal, because it is against Cuban law to engage in this
type of commerce. The teacher does and is against the law, so he is
careful; he feels at fault with society. Such a person cannot confront
authority to claim his rights or demand respect. Thousands of Cubans,
forced to engage in illegal work, such as Fernando, are effectively
neutralized as citizens.
There is still a more
complex category, linked to the verb resolver (to solve). "Guards
from the factory steal ingredients. I make the paint in the back yard of
a friend, and solve my problem. I make about a thousand pesos a month.
It is risky. My freedom hangs from a thread [en un hilo], but I solve my
family's problem and still have some money left to have a beer once in a
while." Joel says that he is not interested in politics. He is 30, and
feels well. Uneasy, but well.
To escape is something
else.
Rolando Alvarez, almost
70, wrote. for three decades many praises of socialist society. He still
loves journalism, although has retired, and receives 169 pesos a month.
"I do not regret anything I wrote. When I did, I believed in the
project, and I still think it has many beautiful things that have
transformed our society. Now, individually, in my old age, I escape,
because I help in a "paladar"-private restaurant-. I wash dishes,
wait on tables, whatever. And, at the end of the day, I take home
something to eat or a few pesos, for my wife and me", speaking in his
little apartment of downtown Havana. AAnd to be able to prepare a meal
of rice and beans, just that, no vegetables or meat, I invest almost
half my salary. A pound of black beans costs 20 pesos. A head of garlic
4. A bunch of peppers another 4. Onions are 10 a bunch and rice 5 a
pound. I need oil and have to buy it from the store where they sell in
dollars. Then I go there and change 50 pesos, because a bottle is $2.40
dollars. This is ready. From 80 to 85 pesos for a meal for two people.
But we are calm. We have ours. I am satisfied."
CAMELS IN THE CARIBBEAN
Socialism, who loves
uniformity, has had to become flexible in this day and age.
Transportation in Cuba begins with bicycles, continues with some native
[criollos] tricycle called "bicitaxis" and includes huge trucks
with bus cabins, called "camellos" (camels), to finish at high
levels with Mercedes-Benz taxis.
In automotive matters,
Cubans can reach up to a Russian Lada. Occasionally, a Cuban may get to
ride in French Peugeots, because Cuban police has recently acquired,
particularly in Havana, a modern fleet of these cars. Bus routes have
eliminated over 50% of their trips, and cars, old and broken by the
rigors of climate and poor condition in the streets, are being
substituted, one by one, by donated vehicles from Spain, although one
can see cars from Holland, Norway, Sweden as well as large Russian
trucks, that pass as buses, and provide transportation to factories and
work centers.
In 1996 American cars
from the 1940's and 50's reappeared on the scene, now grafted with
diesel engines [motores de petróleo]. These special taxis cover
important routes within the Capital, and can carry up to six passengers.
Fare is 10 Cuban pesos. It is now commonplace to see one of the old
luxurious Cadillacs imported by local bourgeoisie, limping along an
avenue, and contributing to pollution by emitting a large column of
black smoke from its exhaust.
In rural areas, old
trucks have been adapted to carry passengers, and travel between
provincial capitals, municipalities and small towns.
"Had I dedicated the
time I have lost waiting for a guagua (bus), or something else in
which to transport myself, I would be a Doctor of Science or an
intellectual. The wait extends for hours and hours, but at the end one
reaches the destination." commented veterinarian Alfredo Vargas.
Tourists, foreign
visitors, and the small number of Islanders who have money can use at
least three different types of taxicabs. From the ever-aggressive
Mercedes Benz, to the simpler oil-burning Citroen, less expensive and
slower. Cuba has also, both in dollars or in their equivalent in
national currency, the most cultured cabdrivers in Latin America. A wave
of hundreds of retired professionals, or those who simply resigned from
their jobs in the government, can take you anywhere in the city. This is
why a tourist can ride along Havana's Malecón submerged in a
thick debate about philosophy, art or economics. Or receiving a lesson
of orthopedics, Marxism or cybernetics.
Ciro Trueba drives his
Russian Moskvich along downtown's 23rd Avenue, in the zone of
El Vedado. "I graduated as an architect 27 years ago. My salary is 340
pesos a month. I am forced to work two or three hours a day as a
cabdriver. A pair of shoes costs 250 and an avocado 10."
SPIRIT AND MATTER
In Cuba, with the
exception of some owners of small twelve seat restaurants and of minimal
coffee, pizza and candy stores, the only employer is the State. Now, it
is said, only half-jokingly, that when a Cuban gets offered a job, he
does not ask how much is the salary, but how much he can steal.
Society has been taken
over by the Robin Hood syndrome: the rogues who steal something from
their workplace every day, those who resuelven, are seen with
sympathy. Their crime, their sin, their actions, are not perceived by
the community as a fault, but rather as a form of struggling for
survival. This is why such people are known in all of Cuba as "luchadores",
rogues in the most orthodox Spanish tradition. Simple and good people
who have been forced to enter the shady side of life "because of the
American blockade", according to government sympathizers. "Because of
the Government's blockade, the draconian penal code, the eagerness to
control everything, even the adjacent seas and the air we breathe", says
Felix Velázquez, a 50 year old, unemployed, human rights activist, who
lives "from my family's charity". In a scene full of misery and anguish,
many forms of stealing, of crime in general, are accepted.
In November, a group of
food service workers in Camaguey, held up a bank and took away the safe,
which contained over 100 thousand pesos, and, in the same week , it was
known that the provincial governor was fired from his post due to
improperly managing several thousand dollars. Corruption, mischief,
invention, the struggle, have left Cuban society, 40 years after the
triumph of the legendary guerrillas from Sierra Maestra, in a quagmire.
In a trap.
From day to day, the
worst of the poor, Third World capitalism, which has been imported to
the Island, advances. And the conquests of real socialism have dissolved
in the inefficiency of the system. Meager production, an agriculture
incapable of working, and the government's refusal to allow the people
to take off the yoke of the state, have not allowed the start of a
process of individual sovereignty
Education is free, but
with a clear hue of indoctrination. A grade-school manual, distributed
in the 1998 academic year, asks "Who builds the círculos infantiles
(nurseries), schools and hospitals?" Carlos M. 32, government employee,
asks: "What happened in Cuba before 1958? I am not religious, but I do
not want my children to be educated under any dogmatic beliefs. In this
day and age, that is a crime. Give them education, pure education, and
let them choose their political color later . No more Lenin, Marx or any
other imposed idea. Children must go to school to prepare for a
profession, not to serve anyone or any ideology."
There is, there always
has been in the last decades, a desire of the authorities to offer
adequate public health services to the population. A health service
network covers the island, which has one physician for every 400
persons. However, economic crisis, the disappearance of the Socialist
bloc, and also, according to government officials, the American embargo,
have left the system in ruins. Havana and other major cities have
suffered periodic outbreaks of scabies and lice. Several diseases, such
as tuberculosis and dengue, have been reborn, and several epidemics have
produced victims among the general population. "I prefer to cure myself
using home remedies, without leaving my room. To enter a hospital is
torture. You have to bring your own towels and sheets, soap and food,
and then call somebody abroad so that they can send medicine. Physicians
are good, but paramedical service is a disaster. They get paid very
little. There is a general lack of cleanliness and poor attention. The
special clinic for foreigners and government officials is a different
story. But I don't fit in there." Eliecer, railroad worker, 52.
The islands of cheap
capitalism brought suddenly to the country, particularly to the
so-called tourist poles, have resulted in an outbreak of a legion of
young, beautiful, prostitutes, with a degree of education. With them,
came the usual complement of pimps, panderers, employees of low-life
hotels and clandestine bars. Also, private homes illegally rent rooms to
facilitate the contact between local women and tourists. In 1996 women
who charge in national currency arrived on the scene. A night runs from
50 to 100 pesos, in poorer houses and more dangerous bars, where there
is no export-grade rum, but where plenty of homemade drinks, made with
alcohol and sugar by-products, are available, such as those called "Chispa
de tren" ("train sparks"), "Espérame en el suelo"("meet me
on the floor"), "Hueso de tigre" ("tiger bone") and "Salvése
quien pueda" ("every man for himself").
Recently, the famous "jineteras"
have been joined by a growing gang of boys waiting for homosexual
tourists from all over the world, in zones which are already very
popular, as well as a growing number of transvestite nightclubs which
operate in this capital.
To this crude landscape,
one must add the fact that most of the population lives without
information. "Granma", a little daily paper published by the Communist
party, sets editorial guidelines for the two television stations which
start to broadcast at 6:00 PM, and for the radio network. Cubans who do
not have access to a shortwave radio have a partial, "amputated" version
of world events; every incident receives the appropriate ideological
treatment in the laboratories of the Department of Revolutionary
Orientation (DOR).
Since the State, as has
been said here, owns everything, in Cuba one lives in what has been
called "double morality". This means that you think one thing and say
another or nothing at all, because a clash of opinions may, for common
people, result in difficulties at work, problems with the Committees for
the Defense of the Revolution (CFR) and the loss of the mediocre
tranquillity in your life.. "I do things my way. I don't get involved in
politics. I have enough problems trying to get food. I am quiet, at
home, seeing everything, but silent". Pedro Aguirre, guard at a
warehouse, 29.
THE RETURN OF GOD
The darkest zone of this
trap at the end of the century is that which should have been drawn by
the future. People have lost their faith. But they have lost it while
working, serving guard duty, chanting slogans in support of a project
which has now removed the ladder and left them hanging from the
paintbrush.
It is known that one can
live 20 days without food, but not a single one without faith. Cuba has
begun to return to God. To several gods. The Catholic Church and the
Afrocuban religions are those which have received the greatest number of
believers in the past five years. There is a wait of several months long
to baptize a child. Sects such as the Jehovah's Witnesses and the
Rosicrucians grow, spiritualist centers overflow, in the same way as the
nuclei of Bahai's and other denominations from India and Ceylon.
People look for
individual solutions because they do not see a way out for society. The
only escape comes through the 20,000 visas granted yearly by the United
States, or from religious faith, which allows people to see somewhat
beyond present-day problems. A present, reached from a past which many
would rather not remember, and where the future is only a black hole, or
a blurred and ambiguous landscape.
WHERE ARE WE GOING?
Forty years are but a
brief and diffuse time in the history of a nation. More than three
generations of Cubans have been born in this time. From the dreams of
human redemption sung by the bearded victors of 1959 and which- if they
did not shake the whole world, at least were transmitted to millions of
humans- nothing, not even ashes or dust, remains.
Trapped in their
contradictions, in a limitless Utopia, delirious and mindless, the
largest of the Antilles arrives at the end of the Millennium shoeless,
homeless, dressed in rags and with a bellyful of great hunger. Little is
left of the real socialism which, only ten years ago, still boasted
about development, the future, quality of life and other such rhetorical
concepts.
What is left is the
daily nightmare of children, women, men and senior citizens, all
trapped, with no link to an universe which is more and more unreachable
for all of us who live in this Island. All ways seem to be closed. And
the skies of our motherland are not brightened by the dose of
rationality and sanity which could be expected from a ruling team who
knows, better than anyone, the terrifying crisis they face and in which
they are sinking, and dragging with them the Island, from one end to the
other.
Forty years after, Cuba-
fragmented, broken, lonely and going from one nightmare to another- can
only wait for a miracle, and not precisely one of the Spring, even
though miracles have lost all their prestige in this day and age,
particularly in the fields of History, Politics and Social Sciences.
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